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I had the worst night last night. I can’t even explain how hard that I cried. I feel like I’m losing her, and we’re falling apart right before my eyes, and I don’t know what to do. I’m trying to pick up to pieces and make things go back to the way they were, but I can’t seem to let the past go. I need to though, we’ll never work again if I don’t. It kills me knowing that all of this is my fault, and that I was the reason that she left. Sometimes I feel like I’m smothering her. I just want us to be happy like we have been for so long. I can’t express to you how much my heart has ached since 3 o’clock in the morning. I can’t lose her. She is all I have left.
