is a word that I can honestly say that I never understood until now. I have never been able to wrap my arms around the meaning and completely embrace the word. I am completely flabbergasted with how happy and insane it can make you. I tremble at how much my actions have changed from what they used to be almost 6 months ago. If I could I would shrink myself and sink through your skin to your blood cells and remove whatever makes you hurt. I would do anything and everything just to see your cheeks stretch with a smile. My body fills with the feeling of ecstacy simply by your lips grazing against mine. I have never felt so complete knowing that I have someone like you. I am completely and utterly enamored by your being, and will do anything in this whole entire universe to keep you in my life. I love you, Sarah Annemarie Kromelis 11/25/08-forever n’ alwayz.
it is 3:45 and i still can’t fall asleep. i wish someone was awake so i could talk to them. but everyone seems to be lost in a deep slumber. blah, whatever. i’m so ready for the weekend, already. i hope tomorrow is a good day, i don’t even know what i’m doing, but i hope its good. i love my girlfriend and i love my best friend. you could definitely say that i am ecstatic about life.
“And in that moment, I swear we were infinite.”
April 28th, 2009 was a night I will always remember. It was the greatest day of my relationship, but the worst night. I finally felt like we built ourselves back up to the spot we once were at, and then that night I felt everything tumble to the ground. I sat in her arms and couldn’t help but cry, and cry, and cry some more. I hadn’t cried that hard in so long. I really thought that I had lost her. People make mistakes, they do, but that night was the hardest thing I’ve ever been through. It was like losing someone but gaining them back all at once. After that night I felt like we were reborn as a couple, almost like we went through a metamorphasis. We finally broke out of our shells that we were incased in for so long and now we’re free and happy once again. I love where I’m at right now, I love the way the world seems to spin my way. Its almost been half of a year since we’ve been together, and it felt like just yesterday we were introducing ourselves to one another. I love how happy I’ve become. I love the person I am today and how much I’ve changed from the person I was yesterday.
sarah annemarie kromelis jusssss sayin. BYE
I had the worst night last night. I can’t even explain how hard that I cried. I feel like I’m losing her, and we’re falling apart right before my eyes, and I don’t know what to do. I’m trying to pick up to pieces and make things go back to the way they were, but I can’t seem to let the past go. I need to though, we’ll never work again if I don’t. It kills me knowing that all of this is my fault, and that I was the reason that she left. Sometimes I feel like I’m smothering her. I just want us to be happy like we have been for so long. I can’t express to you how much my heart has ached since 3 o’clock in the morning. I can’t lose her. She is all I have left.
Its rainded ALL day, and it has made me very sleeepy I’m so fucking happy for my best friend right now, she finally got what she’s been striving so hard for and I can tell how happy she is<3 my dumb girlfriend has barely talked to me today.. hmm :| This crazy virus thats spreading across the world is REALLY freaking me out. Quarantine the whole United States? scary much? i think so. WASH YOUR HANDS AMERICA! whatever, i’m done ranting. i’ll post another one tonight. have a gooood evening<3
Even when the earth stops spinning, I will still love you.
is absolutely amazing at the moment. My 16th birthday was on Saturday and I couldn’t be happier with the way this weekend turned out. I got a Nikon d40, and a new phone. I spent the weekend with Sarah, and honestly if I only got that I would be ecstatic. We spent basically our whole weekend in downtown and it was beautiful. I barely even put my camera down, I was too busy being the worlds poparazzi, and loving every minute of it may I add. I am so utterly happy right now, and I’m scared that something is going to mess that up for me soon. I have a feeling that something is going to happen, but I just don’t know what. But, that is besides the point. I love my life, I love the people that are in it, I love the way things are going for me. I’ve lost people, but I’ve gained some amazing people along the way as well. I may not have a million people keeping a smile on my face, but I have just enough to keep me the happiest girl in the world. I couldn’t be more happy with my girlfriend, my best friend, and a few others. I’m going to try and sleep now. I’ve had a very very long weekend and need to recharge my batteries. Goodnight world.
it is 5:41 in the morning and i am STILL up. i haven’t had the greatest night ever. oh whatever, i’m going to the doctors i think tomorrow to get some medicine. i am finally feeling better. i hope i get to see my baby tomorrow, i’m scared my mom won’t let me do anything because i’m sick and all that jazz, ugh. i just want to smoke my brains out; that will definitely make me feel better. i mean shit, its 4/20.
oh hiiii, i’m katherine :)