May 2009
2 posts
Love
is a word that I can honestly say that I never understood until now. I have never been able to wrap my arms around the meaning and completely embrace the word. I am completely flabbergasted with how happy and insane it can make you. I tremble at how much my actions have changed from what they used to be almost 6 months ago. If I could I would shrink myself and sink through your skin to your blood...
sleepless nights
it is 3:45 and i still can’t fall asleep. i wish someone was awake so i could talk to them. but everyone seems to be lost in a deep slumber. blah, whatever. i’m so ready for the weekend, already. i hope tomorrow is a good day, i don’t even know what i’m doing, but i hope its good. i love my girlfriend and i love my best friend. you could definitely say that i am ecstatic...
April 2009
8 posts
hugs and tears
April 28th, 2009 was a night I will always remember. It was the greatest day of my relationship, but the worst night. I finally felt like we built ourselves back up to the spot we once were at, and then that night I felt everything tumble to the ground. I sat in her arms and couldn’t help but cry, and cry, and cry some more. I hadn’t cried that hard in so long. I really thought that I...
I LOVE
sarah annemarie kromelis
jusssss sayin.
BYE
wow
I had the worst night last night. I can’t even explain how hard that I cried. I feel like I’m losing her, and we’re falling apart right before my eyes, and I don’t know what to do. I’m trying to pick up to pieces and make things go back to the way they were, but I can’t seem to let the past go. I need to though, we’ll never work again if I don’t. It...
today
Its rainded ALL day, and it has made me very sleeepy I’m so fucking happy for my best friend right now, she finally got what she’s been striving so hard for and I can tell how happy she is<3 my dumb girlfriend has barely talked to me today.. hmm :| This crazy virus thats spreading across the world is REALLY freaking me out. Quarantine the whole United States? scary much? i think so....
Life
is absolutely amazing at the moment. My 16th birthday was on Saturday and I couldn’t be happier with the way this weekend turned out. I got a Nikon d40, and a new phone. I spent the weekend with Sarah, and honestly if I only got that I would be ecstatic. We spent basically our whole weekend in downtown and it was beautiful. I barely even put my camera down, I was too busy being the worlds...
terrible night
it is 5:41 in the morning and i am STILL up. i haven’t had the greatest night ever. oh whatever, i’m going to the doctors i think tomorrow to get some medicine. i am finally feeling better. i hope i get to see my baby tomorrow, i’m scared my mom won’t let me do anything because i’m sick and all that jazz, ugh. i just want to smoke my brains out; that will definitely...